FAILURE!!

Just what I was afraid of!! I almost deleted the entire blog and started over so I wouldn't be reminded of what a slacker I am... Today has been a rough one, I needed to channel my thoughts somewhere so I can stop taking it all out on my kids! We are in the process of moving... if someone would've told me I was going to even consider packing up and leaving our "Forever House" just 3 short years after building it, I would've told them they had lost their minds... So we are two weeks away from being in our house 3 years and here we are surrounded by mounds of boxes, DI piles, and complete Chaos... Yesterday the kids and I cleaned out our Container so we can try and cram most of our Lives into it til we find our next "Forever House" is there such a thing? Maybe for some, but Defiantly Not All. Anyway, I pushed the kids pretty hard all week and after working all day in a container that was at least 120 degrees inside they had HAD IT with me, and I them. So today I let them go do their own thing around the house so for the most part it has been a pretty calm day, those are the hardest, when I have lots of time for my thoughts... Warren should be home in a while after he makes his 6 hour drive from our new area we will call "Home" hopefully sooner than later. Having him around will help a ton, the kids start missing him and I start missing him, then we just can't stand each other! :) We really need to get moved up there with him and find some sort of new "Normal." I'm anxious to get to Cache Valley and so reluctant to leave NewCastle. I'm so excited to make a new life and at the same time could sit down and bawl at the thoughts of leaving the my family and friends and the only place I've ever called home. I need to be done pouting, we are truly blessed in all aspects of life so I'm not complaining, it's just crazy how life can take one huge turn and all of a sudden you are going in a completely different direction... We all just need to learn to Enjoy the Journey...

By the way I'm going to do better at this blog thing, since I'm moving far away from the Majority of our Families, so if you see me slacking call me and remind me not to be a Dead Beat Blogger!! Love You Guys!!